Thursday, March 13, 2008

I'm not feeling better

but I'm at work...
one of the most annoying traits I have is that I can read things...no I can't see the future, but sometimes it feels that way...even in blogworld I can hit the nail on the head...I like to test myself, and often tell others the way it's gonna shake out so when it happens and I say I knew that, they won't look at me like "whatever, you're saying that after the fact"...
maybe it's because I spend my free time observing folks and situations, or maybe it's just what I was born with...I wish I had the time/energy to do proper research and write about this stuff...
My kids hate it, and bother me about it...they say "ma, you don't know everything", and I freely admit that there are a lot of things I don't know, but what I know/feel I know...I only speak on what I know...as I stated before, when I'm "reading" a situation, the less actual details I know the better...I get a better reading cause I just go on the "vibes" (for lack of a better word)...
there are a few posts that I will write in the coming days/weeks...but it's swirling around and I can't grab a hold of the words...so it has to wait...
but for starters I have a women in my class who demanded that the state take her child...he was going through issues and was being defiant at eight...after a fight (on her part) she put him in a residential facility for two years...he is now twelve and his brother is now eight and starting to exhibit the same behavior...this case bothers me, but who am I to say that she was wrong? but to put your child away because he basically was defying you? I will go into that later...

2 comments:

Fat Lady said...

I hope you start to feel better soon. This shit is nasty and it hangs on. I was in the bed, barely able to move my head or open my eyes from Sunday until this morning. I finally dragged myself out for family conferences at school but I'm still suffering - hell my EYEBALLS hurt! What the hell is that?

I just tried some homeopathic flu stuff that was recommended to me - hope it helps because nothing else has.

I think that kind of knowing is a special kind of sensitivity - an awareness of things in people - an ability to see the emotions behind behavior - it lets you see a lot and to know where things are going.

I have it though I learned a while back how to kind of shut it off and tend to do so. Sometimes I just don't want to know. Or more accurately - I found that other people don't want to know and aren't too happy when you tell them - so it's just easier not to know sometimes.

Torrance Stephens bka All-Mi-T said...

dang hon, i knew something was up, u ok let me know something sista