I'm tired...

...but I'm on the computer cause choclahontas has the whirlwind in the tub...pray folks that the apt comes through-for me...I need the apt to come through...he broke a candle holder and picture frame because he's tired and manic...I love the diva but she moves a little slow...or maybe I just move too fast...

Moodmagicbarbie was in a moodymood these last few days...I don't tolerate the bullshit, but on the other hand I'm not going to argue with you because you're choosing to be an ass...
she wants to go to boarding school (of which I can't afford) or move out of state (of which I wont do because I'm just getting established and I would have to transfer all my licenses)so I found a academic sleep away summer school in Maine...so for 1,100 I can satisfy her urge to get away and I can have freedom for two weeks...NO DIVA/CHOCLAHONTAS, NO WHIRLWIND AND NO ANYTHING THAT RESEMBLES RESPONSIBILITY....maybe I will take a flight somewhere for a weekend, go dancing every night or just lock my door and chill naked under the fan with a frozen corona...ummm I like the last option the best...(MA, the visuals...UGH)

speaking of asses, since the day I moved in the lady down stairs has been a ass...when whirlwind was doing his thing at one in the afternoon she complained to management...when we walked normally in our apt at seven, she rang the bell and complained...whirlwind was having a manic moment and the bitch has been banging on the radiators for the last ten minutes...GET A LIFE BITCH...ok, I feel better now...

most importantly the possibility of me losing my job is becoming more real everyday...my normally overworked but optimistic supervisor told me today "it really doesn't look good" "I figured that already, but I was keeping it under my hat" I replied...but bad things happen for a good reason...I updated my info for the DOE, where I realize I can make 20,000 more than I'm making now for less working days (I get the full summer off)...ok, gold diggers, don't start wanting to be my friend...I didn't like you before and I'm still not gonna like you now...but hey, more shoes...cool...oh, and I can help bearmaiden stay at home by hiring her to do something...

so now MMB is in the tub and whirlwind is in my bed where he will sleep in the dead middle...why do I wake up half off of a full size bed with the gremlin spread eagle in the middle? please pray for me...please...apt, apt, apt...