Tuesday, November 17, 2009

hello world...

for the moment I'm back...life has settled...since I really wrote last poppy lost his leg, the parents have moved closer to me and I got a new job...a lot since last February...
there is so much to sort out, so much I need to put to rest, but right now I have to deal with the cramp in my freaking calf...oooooouch....

oh but WHY is it that the guy that I can have long INTELLECTUAL conversations with and who is FINE AS HELL is 24 and my co-worker...WHHHHHYYYYYYYY...God is such a joker...sigh...oh well...I really really need to learn how to turn back the hands of time...I really DONT look or feel 41, almost 42, and this is really posing an issue for me...I need to write it on my arm like a cheat sheet...YOU ARE OLD DAMMIT leave the young ones ALONE...

2 comments:

The Bear Maiden said...

well from experience (and lots of it) the young ones are great for fun and sex and laughs... but most times don't amount to much else unless you can afford to buy them cars. Which they will then use to court chicks their own age. Then you realize they were way too young for you REALLY but it sure was fun. So if you're not looking for anything serious, go for it. Although I'd be VERY careful on the job cuz young boys on the job are not a good look...

'jus sayin'
cuz you know i know ;)

professor said...

lol...in blog world I can pretend...I'm the queen of relationships in my mind...I have never played them out in real life...and for me the moment passes pretty quickly...thus my problem in real life relationships...they are always much better in my mind so I tire of them quickly...I should write a novel...giving a name and descriptions to my "relationships"...lol...