rants for today...

I hate self centered vindictive folk...
I told you before, the director of my site (who is not my boss) gets clothing donations from a clothes bank...brand new designer stuff...a couple of days ago she got nine big bags of clothes...nice shit too...now director always goes through the bags first...then she calls all her people (all the head teachers are folk from her country) and they get to chose...wildfire, who sits in the office, often gets to look thru...sometimes I get to look...but not this time...for some reason director was mad at me...whatever...so after all these folk paw through the stuff that's free and for the parents, she puts out the ugly, non name brand size 20 shit...
now when I look thru the bags, I always grab something for my teachers, kids in my room who might need, the girls, then myself...I even pull out things wildfire might have missed for her...
I'm used to directors bullshit, but wildfire got on my nerves...i noticed she never looks out for me...she got a ton of shit and never even offered me a shirt (though I noticed she had multiples of the same NICE shirt)...wildfire is a packrat...and half the stuff she takes sits in my closet at work...for months...what an ass...I stopped looking out for her a while ago when I first peeped her card...don't profess to be my friend then act shady...now to be fair she buys me my roll and tea almost every morning, but shit I'm the only one who goes to the store, so it evens out...

speaking of...I tired of this freakin weight...I wish I lived on a farm where I was forced to do manual labor...I eat well and I'm not gaining, but I'm not losing...since I have chocolate in the afternoon I can't get to the gym...by the time I get him home it's four-thirty and I snagged the last parking spot on the block...to move my car means I will be looking for parking for at least an hour...shit...

so what's a fat girl to do...dress well, do the hair and live life...I'm not ugly so that helps...

so those are my rants for the day...not bad considering it could be much worse...