helloooooo

I'm back...broke down and got an universal adapter from bestbuy..it was expensive BUT it comes with a car adapter so when we take the long car trips the back can plug in and leave me the fuck alone...and also when you have a best buy card they only charge you about 10.00 a month...win win...

but I'm once again able to blog from my dining room table, or my bed, or where ever I chose...

a lot has been going on in my life and I'm not quite sure how much I will/can share...folk get testy sometimes when they feel I'm blowing them up in cyberville...its not my intention, I just am speaking what I feel...so for the sake of peace I might just talk generally, not say anything at all (which is my norm), start a blog that no one I know will be invited to (so I can really vent), or just say fuck it and say what I gotta say and folks got to deal with it...

it's been so long that I don't know where to start, but it will come out in bits and pieces...

I will start by saying that the blob showed his ass...it's not that I know it all- as MMB would say- it's just that I get feelings about folk or situations that generally come to pass...he's crazy, his mama's crazy and his aunts crazy...my dear daughter has dodged a serious bullet...and so far has walked out with her life...

MMB is 14...the bottom of the barrel...if I can make it through 14 I will survive...it's all uphill from here...if you have girls you will understand what I'm talking about...but the silver white hairs are popping out at an alarming rate...I'm allergic to hair color, so I have to decide, white hair or allergy bumps...

the idiot and I have made peace...its the sex that fucks us up...ugh, I don't even want to have sex with him, but I can tolerate him otherwise...I told him "no sex unless we marry, no marriage unless you disclose your complete credit and financial status, and since you will do neither NO SEX"...but we've had the best two weeks or so of 25 years...he paid for my sunshines birthday party...he was PRESENT for his party...he gave MMB money for her birthday...he was PRESENT for her birthday...I've seen him more than I saw him when we were "dating"...he was there for the blob drama, and even STEPPED to the blob...the idiot is all mouth and little action...WOW...I can't ask for more...he and choclahontas are on the road to recovery...um, MMB is not so forgiving, but that's on them, he has a lot to prove to her...
maybe he can move in and pay half the rent...JUST JOKING MMB AND BEARMAIDEN...please don't get your panties in a bunch...I can see and hear the comments now...

I was asked to teach full time at the college...I think I can swing it where I can hold two full time jobs...it will be rough over the winter, but I need something to keep me busy...I HATE winter and need motivation to move around...but the good thing is that I get summers of from both jobs (well, the school I work the first six weeks)...shit, with two paychecks and no work...pow wow trail here I come!!!!!!
it's still in negotiation, so we will see...

anywho, I'm tired...since the blob is out my darlings life, she is in mine...and man does she make me tired...when her and chocolate are together it's like a whirlwind...like youre in the middle of a hurricane...

good night...sweet dreams...don't let the bed bugs bite...(when I was little I thought bed bugs were cute little things that tickle you...um, one of my kids in school had bed bugs...those little bastard are vicious!!!!)